Take A Look At My Hidden Side...

I didn't think i would see him again after our first date..

We had a drink together ..We talked about studies,jobs,families,films...The usual talk of two strangers on the first date..

I liked him right away.

He told me that he would be abroad for three weeks but that we could meet before his trip to watch a film at his place ..But..we never did.

Two weeks later, i called him..i was surprised to hear the dial tone..

He came back.

He was there but didn't answer..

He never did.

Days passed..

weeks passed..but i never had an answer from him neither to my phone calls or to my sms..

Then i decided to get him out of my head and to focus on the relationship that i had at that time and which seemed like the most defining and important relationship of my life..

But..i met him again, at the moment i thought the least that it could happen.

I went out for a drink with some friends.

Suddenly..out of nowhere..he showed up..

My heart did a jump..

He was there..walking confidently towards me..I was trembling..shivering..

what would i say?

« Hi..I'm sorry for all my insisting calls and for all my harassing sms.. »

...

« Hi..when did you come back? »

....

«Why didn't you answer me? »

.....

« Hi..nice to meet you after so long.. »

......

« Hi..do you remember me? »

Or..just..nothing..absolutely nothing..

I hadn't to think of what to say because he has just walked next to me and didn't even look at me

or notice i was there.

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• "Ma tête n'est pas écologique..Elle gaspille tout le temps de l'enérgie" | 22-10-2008
• BIG BIG GIRL IN A BIG BIG WORLD.. | 18-10-2008
• ESCALATION..TAKE ME HIGHER.. | 18-10-2008
• UNE PENSÉE.. | 15-10-2008
• "JE NE ME TUERAI PAS..MAIS..." | 29-04-2008
• AUTOMUTILATION | 27-04-2008
• MES DÉMONS | 26-03-2008
• "PERDUE..DANS MA TETE" | 22-03-2008
• "A..COMME ABSENCE" | 02-03-2008
• DÉCHIRÉE | 02-03-2008
• LOST | 02-03-2008
• "ENFIN..JE VAIS BIEN" | 12-02-2008
• "31" | 05-02-2008
• FIRSTS..OF A WOMEN LIFE.. | 05-02-2008