Encore une fois..ma vie me surprend et prend une tournure complètement attendue..

Encore une fois..ma vie change..

Encore une fois..ma vie m'emmène loin..très loin..

Et...

Encore une fois..je me trouve seule..

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Je suis fatiguée..

Je me sens épuisée de vivre ma vie..

Mais je continue à marcher..je presse parfois le pas..mais souvent je me dis « ça ne sert à rien de marcher plus vite si on ne sait pas où aller », alors..je ralentis..je m'arrête parfois même..

Je m'arrête et je regarde derrière moi..je regarde trop longtemps..trop souvent,derrière Moi.

Et je vois ce chemin..long, pénible que j'ai parcouru souvent seule.

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I didn't think i would see him again after our first date..

We had a drink together ..We talked about studies,jobs,families,films...The usual talk of two strangers on the first date..

I liked him right away.

He told me that he would be abroad for three weeks but that we could meet before his trip to watch a film at his place ..But..we never did.

Two weeks later, i called him..i was surprised to hear the dial tone..

He came back.

He was there but didn't answer..

He never did.

Days passed..

weeks passed..but i never had an answer from him neither to my phone calls or to my sms..

Then i decided to get him out of my head and to focus on the relationship that i had at that time and which seemed like the most defining and important relationship of my life..

But..i met him again, at the moment i thought the least that it could happen.

I went out for a drink with some friends.

Suddenly..out of nowhere..he showed up..

My heart did a jump..

He was there..walking confidently towards me..I was trembling..shivering..

what would i say?

« Hi..I'm sorry for all my insisting calls and for all my harassing sms.. »

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« Hi..when did you come back? »

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«Why didn't you answer me? »

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« Hi..nice to meet you after so long.. »

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« Hi..do you remember me? »

Or..just..nothing..absolutely nothing..

I hadn't to think of what to say because he has just walked next to me and didn't even look at me

or notice i was there.

your love is a trap from which there is no release
but i do not wish release
i wish to stay entrapped forever
with you for all eternity
our hearts always as one

if i could have just one wish
i would wish to wake up everyday close to you
feeling your breath, your touch,
feeling your heart beating with mine
kissing your lips
holding you tight
knowing that i could never find that feeling witn anyone other than you

there is no corner no dark place your love cannot fill
you not only put a smile in my face
you put a smile in my heart
you put a smile in my life

my love continues to grow
with each passing day
i'll never let you out of my heart